Hi, I'm Sam.

Got drunk with Cailey and Shelby last night. It was Shelby’s first time ever getting drunk and I didn’t want too many people over, I wanted her to have a good time. I had about 5 shots with her before Cailey came over around 11. She brought us beefy crunch burritos and got Kyle one too. We went upstairs and Shelby was so warm we had to crack a window. I had about 5 more shots by about 3am. Us 3 finished the whole bottle of raspberry Smirnoff. We watched jersey shore and in the middle Cailey went to the bathroom and came back with no pants on. I didn’t even notice. But about an hour later, Shelby and I had no shirts on and Cailey had no pants. We were running around the house dancing and taking more shots. I don’t really remember much but Cailey and Shelby were telling me I need to “get it in” hahahaha and I guess Cailey needed to also. I was singing 30 days by nevershoutnever :) we took a few videos on Shelby’s phone and Cailey’s laptop. We all wrote on each other with an expo marker “RBFS” right boob freckle sisters. Nobody got sick but I had a hangover. But we all had a good night and nobody got hurt, well I hit Cailey in the face and she elbowed me in the head but no one really remembers that. Oh and how could I forget getting in our swimsuits and going in the shower! Right after that we passed the fuck out! I gave Cailey the hiccups but they went away :) now we are all looking beautiful watching Easy A. Lol what to do today…

I feel like I will have another bad dream. I want to cry right now and I feel like shit and I just want to sleep without any dreams and I have to be up at 7am to go to school. I hate tonight, I just want to sleep but I don’t want to have another bad dream. Sad as fuck right now and I don’t know what to do. :(